Posted in Inspired By Life, My Thoughts

Lacking Something

Honestly, the past few weeks it has been really difficult for me to bring myself to write.

Like I mentioned in my tweet earlier this week, it’s been a struggle to write. Perhaps it is because my mind has become emptier than usual and I’ve become preoccupied in pre-constructed worlds of anime that my thoughts have been unable to progress or even come into existence. Whatever the case is, nowadays, I feel that my thoughts just aren’t really worth sharing. Or rather, I do not see a point in sharing anymore. Just like anime quote edits, writing seems to just have been a temporary means for me to gain self-gratification. For me to feel like I was doing something. However, nowadays I don’t even feel that writing is worth much because I’m not exactly sharing anything new. What I’m writing is simply worded differently something else you can most likely find on the Internet. Or perhaps I’m just tired. Tired of always coming up with new personas for myself to become.

I just want to continue living life without thinking too much, focusing on what’s in front of me and forgetting all the unimportant thingsā€¦

In so doing, will I be missing out?

Do I feel like doing this because I lack something others have?

I really don’t know, but you know what?

I don’t care anymore.

A blank mind isn’t as bad as I’ve always made it out to seem.


My thoughts are always fleeting. Writing is the only way I can remember all the things that once crossed my mind.

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